Future Butterfly...

Because I have to live my life for me. I'm going to skate everyday. I'm going to paint. I'm going to draw. I'm going to animate. I'm going to get a Pixar internship. Or a job. Something. Because I have to live for myself. Because I need to become what I'm supposed to be. Someday, I'll be exactly what I want to be. And it takes me, and only me to get myself there. Pushing, pulling, struggling and working. I'm going to be in love with her anyway. She's going to do what she has to for herself. And even though I love her, I'm doing this for myself. Not for her. Not for family, not for friends. For me. This is my commitment to myself. Not for anyone. What happens will happen, and it will hurt, and it will sting. I will channel my energies into the future. This I promise to myself, and myself alone.